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[19 Feb 2004|10:26pm] |
Today I feel like a lower class crucifixion...
It feels like certain people in my life are holding mistakes others have made
over my head like a hammer ..Forever waiting and watching,looking for a reason to push me away ...Why can't these people see I'm not the past mistake ..
I'm not the idiot who couldn't tell when they had something wonderful and then decided
to butcher it...It's like they riped the wings off an angel and then told it to fly ..
If I could go back in time and Murder them or show them that there going to scar these people for posibly a lifetime ...Maybe they wouldn't do what they did..Maybe they would..But this time I would slit there throat and play in there blood..
No regrets -no remorse ..right..right? whatever thats not going to happen ..
So I will just wait in my coffin for the last nail to be pounded in .....
Give all the Vampires one last look in the sun.........
V----V
Please don't sign this ...Just if you read this and feel the same way ...
Don't take your happiness for granted ..it might not be there when you wake up..
If your the one doing this to others realize your probably killing them
and they might not ever get over that ...
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| hell has frozen over .. |
[17 Jan 2004|05:12am] |
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Yes it is offical Hell has frozen over!!!!!!...why ? why you ask..
well I will tell you...First off ..I'm acutely happy ...that dosn't really happen to much for me
I met a really amazing girl who I care about alot ..And she has my back among other things
ha heh ha..and I just met and hung out with one of my Heros..Jimmy Gnecco the lead singer for the band Ours ..For those who don't know Before every show I warm up my vocals to their cd Distorted Lullabies ..It is amazing ..If you don't own it Buy it ..You'll thank me later
We talked about there new album and them getting droped from Dream works ..aka Universal cuz they bought out dream works...what a big fukn mistake Ours are going to be the biggest thing since the cell phone mark my words ..two other bands you will be hearing alot about soon are Recover and Vaux check them out and tell them Zarrie sent you...
On a side note The Spiders are doing well and we are getting ready for the coors light battle of the bands..there will be alot of good competition.we have some new songs and rewritten songs as well ..I'm really excited for people to hear the new stuff ...
Well thats it for now ..My girl says she is going to make me update more so you will probably be hearing from me more...
take care
Zar ....oh yeah I hear a little girl is going around saying i made out with her...
If you see her and her name is not Molly tell her Lying doesn't make friends
and if you see Molly pat her on the back and say good job...v---v
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| things are getting better.. |
[05 Jan 2004|02:54am] |
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Hey everyone ...sorry it took so fukn long for me to do this but it was worth it in the long run.....The band is going great excepet for a few inner problems..
We are working on some really exciting shit...street team and mech oh my.
Not to mention our site is being done by one of the hotties web desiners i have ever seen ..Like the background and set up....it's hers...so that just gives you a mere morsel of what this fine girl can do..
later and keep it flown
zar v--v
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| time is near |
[17 Oct 2002|01:44am] |
Well guess who decided to up date there journal......
Lets see where do I begin ...hmm
Cadaver Corp is in the works as also BPM will be in the studio at the end of november
Albino Spiders will be recording for an ep with #? you'll just have to guess witch one ...
The Beautiful Sarah Dope has been trying to get Albino on a show with 30stm in St Louie
For anyone who is wondering I am not leaving Albino or BPM they are Both Important
and will be touring together ...so I will be busy ...with your mom ..your girlfriends ..and you
Beware ....you are not prepared for us !!!! we will leave you wet and bleeding
you still want more? Albino will be popping up in various magz soon ...
and A add for Bloody Mary out soon as well
oh yeah I will be in chicago tomorrow at the metro say hi if your there (snapCase)
take care and give some blood
Zar-v-v-
listen to these bands or die .......Ours.....Pretty girls make graves ...snapcase and Recover
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| i want your blood |
[17 Sep 2002|11:13pm] |
been working on some songs with dizzy to drain you dry ...
and searching for a blood doll...any takers
Well if you don't know me by now I'm the new blood
check out my other band The Albino Spiders .Its vampire rock .Sex -Blood -Rock n Roll
www.albinospiders.freeservers.com
be Afraid be very Afraid
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